=.=”
That is why some things need to be written out in black and white before anything happens.
I’m so sorry.
I really am.
I’m sometimes more of a robot than I am human. My emotional capacity is that of a teaspoon.
Strange for a girl.
Maybe that’s why I tend to be so distant from my friends and the people I know. I know people through work and play more than on a personal level.
But there has to be something about that that people like if not I won’t be who I am now.
I think I’ve done enough damage. Maybe I should shut up for a while.
That is why some things need to be written out in black and white before anything happens.
Strange how sometimes what seems like a really relaxing day can leave me quite tired out at the end of it.
That being said, I had a really good day. I really missed the beach and all we needed was a nice break at the beach enjoying the sand, wind, sun, and sunset after all the tests, campaigning and messy friendships. So thanks to the people I spent my day with. It was a nice change.
Now it’s time to put my head down and really concentrate on everything I need to concentrate on.
Things like how to counsel a patient in 7 minutes flat. And studying.
BUT just when I thought everything was sorted, more problems come up. =.=”
Darn unilife didn’t tell us anything about the awards night. Last year Al and I had to send them the names and stuff for certificates. This year I haven’t been asked anything. I havent even received the corrected certificates from last year, those that they made a mistake on and I’ve been chasing and chasing them up on it I sound like a pushy pest. And now the awards night is 2 nights away and I didn’t even receive and Invitation? what’s that about? ugh.
OMG I’m ON THE BOARD!!!!
I’m still in shock about winning the elections. I mean… what are the chances??? (50% actually…) This is Laurane Lim. I’m kinda unknown. I think. Right?
I do feel really bad for the rest of the F.O.C.U.S Team who didn’t make it on the board. I’m so so sorry for being all ‘i don’t care’ for the last few hrs of elections (although i did give it my all to finish up the flyers in the end even with a headache!) but generally i know I could have put in a lot more effort throughout the week… But thanks to the team for all the effort they put in especially Prashant who totally went all out for it. It’s sad that I won’t be able to work with the people I’ve been campaigning with.
Also thanks to the people who actually voted for me. What were you thinking? Lol. Really though. Thank you for believing in me. (although I believe only a handful of these people will actually read this…)
So now I’m a campus representative. This sounds ridiculous. But trust me, when given an opportunity like this I will try my best to do what is expected and more.
I managed to keep MySA running for the whole year even though I didn’t want the position initially, didn’t I?
So yes. I’m in shock and I know I said that I don’t know if I really want this and it was too late to back out, but I stuck with it, and I will stick with it for the whole of next year. I don’t like letting people down…
Wish me luck!!
The elections have been crazy…
so much time put into it. Ok obviously i know the others have put in way more time and effort into it than i have but hey, i did work too ok?
It takes guts and thick skin to approach strangers and hand out flyers and ask them to VOTE FOR ME.
seriously. feels so self loving sometimes.
bah.
anyway. over in 30 mins.
we better win.
wth
cant you take a joke?
What happened today once again re-affirms my previous claims about never feeling too good about a test no matter how straightforward it may seem.
So for the first time today I answered ALL the questions on the MCQ paper. I came out feeling pretty happy about it too.
But obviously I thought I knew more than I really do know.
And negative marking does not help one bit.
ugh.
So disappointed.
Lesson of the day (for the 100th time): Never have too high expectations of myself
I’ve got work starting in a while…
I came to the computer pool after lecture so I could listen to the second half of the mAb lecture 2 cuz I didnt understand my notes…
After roaming the whole library to look for a computer and finally getting to one…
The lecture audio file doesn’t work. It just won’t open!!
Ugh. So now i’m facebooking and blogging.
=.=”
Was reading C’s blog about people on ‘different frequencies’ when I remembered somethign I’ve been wanting to write about from Friday. I was waiting in front of the hospital bus stop for the 99C to go to the market on Friday morning. While waiting I saw this…
There was a guy. Early 20’s or late teens I’m guessing. Lying on a hospital bed which was pushed out into the hospital compound. He was surrounded by a few people. A girl (about his age i think), with her was a sroller with a baby in it, a lady (30-40s it’s so hard to guess age… but she could be his mum), and another man/guy (back facing me so i dont know how old he might be but he was dressed in a hoodie with a marijuana leaf print on it). So there he was on the bed, and they were having a conversation, when I saw the girl passing him a cigarette. He took it hastily and as soon as he lit up that cigarette, he sucked on it like his life depended on it. Within a few seconds he had finished that cigarette, and was lighting up another one. And this was a guy on a hospital bed! What are they thinking!? When he was lighting up the first cigarette, he was scanning around him I guess to look out for nurses or doctors who might stop him…? I know some hospital patients are allowed to come outside to smoke.. i mean, they’ll probably kill themselves from withdrawal if all patients aren’t allowed to smoke at all, but he was still on a bed! if he could walk out himself, then maybe that’s a slightly different story. But this was a guy, on a hospital bed, with his mum (??) watching over him, and a baby in a stroller nearby and he was smoking.
These people won’t live long.
OK it’s friggin LATE and im Sooo sleepy but this needs to be announced.
Official newest favourite movie: The Proposal.

I generally love sandra bullock movies (miss congeniality, the lake house).
Oh and stick in Ryan Reynolds and it becomes PErrrrfect. (especially the part where he takes off his shirt…. *swoon* LOL)

(ok so this is just a photoshoot cuz i can’t find anything directly from the movie that looks nice…)
Even the Dog was perfect in the movie. THE cutest thing Everrr.

(Don’t even know if this came from the movie but the dog was CUTEEE!!!)
And there’s one scene where I laughed till i got a stomachache. I’ve never laughed till i got a stomachache watching a MOVIE before. seriously.
LOVEDdd it.
:D
Thanks conie for passing the movie to me…
now. SLEEP TIME.