This is not a good thing.

I’m talking about weight.

My first year, I just watched what I ate. 3 healthy meals every day. It lasted for quite a while… until my bro joined me at the end of the year and I just slacked off. Winter made me put on some weight. But just some. At the end of first year, I gained a bit. But it wasn’t too bad.

So I thought I’d start off my second year a little… lighter. I went on a freaky salad only diet (almost~) and lots of jogging. Lost 3kg in a week. woo hoo!

2 weeks later, uni had reopened and I was (oops…) back to my original weight. By the end of the year, I had gained even more… And when I went home for the hols I was um… fat.

This year I didn’t really have a diet or exercise regime. I just… didn’t eat much. Wasn’t planned… I guess it had more to do with stress and stuff that resulted in the weight loss but I knocked off 4kg. And kept it off. For 6 weeks… *go me*

But since the holidays starteed… I think I’ve gained most of it back.

And it’s now getting colder. I dont like the cold. It makes me Eat.

and eat.

and eat.

I fear i might gain back even more than last year….

NOOoooo….

finished the 200 hours.

AT LAST

actually, i didnt reall yhave to do 200 hours…

I could have ust gotten the pharmacist to sign it like.. weeks ago.

then come back and add in the hours myself. Its not like anyone checks. =.=”

Silly.

Anyway. it’s done.

The next time I work in a pharmacy, it’ll be for REAL. Real Paid Work.

Freaky.

It’s one of the best feelings.

Getting lost in a fantasy world…

When reality around you just dissolves into a grey mist and all you see is the creations of your imagination as your eyes scroll down page after page of that book you’re reading.

Too bad it can’t last forever. As soon as you hit “The End”, reality kicks in and hits you in the face. Crap. it’s 5am. And 3 days had passed by in a blur…

Something is going on today.

Everyone (like uh… at least 3 people so far~ and i haven’t spoken to many people today) seems to be very ‘nerve-y’. If that makes any sense at all.

Any little hint of annoyance and they go on and on and on…

Ok. I get it. Stop talking now. Thank you.

Obviously. I’m on holidays. And hvae been on holidays for a while.

Hence the lack of proper updates.

I promise I will post something about Flinders Ranges soon.

I haven’t even written anything about that in my Diary. >< I’ve been too caught up with finishing the rest of the Twilight saga since I got back… I finally got my hands on the final two books(Eclipse and Breaking Dawn)!! It’s only been two days since I got them. I’m currently halfway through the last book already

See… my holidays are so productive.

Back in Adelaide after the 3 day excursion to the OUTBACKS.

Loved it.

So nice to get away from society and city life… and just sit back and watch the stars. It was BEAUTIFUL.

I do miss it. So so much.

But being away from the computer for 5 days (i got back on saturday evening. but then i had work. then on sunday i had work again. then i went out at night. then today i went out to buy groceries, then i had work. and nly now i’m online. OH. and I also got the last 2 book sfrom the Twilight series. so I’ve been burried in a book…) My gmail inbox hit 77new messages. about 60 from facebook.

It’s currently 3am and I’m so sleepy I can collapse though. So…

I’ll write more later.

I hope. If i can find the time.

Goodnight.

Flinders ranges tomorrow!!!

By the way, i’m too lazy and its too time consuming to upload pictures here. So. Pictures from the mt. lofty hike are up on facebook. If you haven’t gotten facebook yet, about time you did. Even my mum has facebook.

I even have videos up this time!! yes. i realise how much i like videos now… i used to be FRIGGIN SCARED of videos but i guess depends on what you do in them. when my dad takes them i used to look really silly in them so i dont like videos. but it just takes a while to get used to…  I still don’t like watching videos of ME. I like videos of people. Nothing beats videos. Pictures can come up looking fake… and quite lifeless…

ok im rambling now. I need to go and pack for the next 3 days.

I’m excited! omg i just realised i wanted to pack stuff that’s currently IN THE WASHING MACHINE…

I guess ill pack some things tmrw morning~

Today i should be complaning about OMG MY LEGS ARE DEAD but instead… im going to complain about my Pimple.

you know why?

IT’S ON MY FRIGGN NOSE. Right. In. The. Middle.

I look like Rudolph you know?

i guess putting sun block on my face wasn’t a good idea. but after the sunburn experience from a few weeks ago… I decided i shouldnt take any risks…

and silly me woke up late this morning and forgot to put proper face sunblock on my face. SO… like that lar.

“This is how it works
You’re young until you’re not
You love until you don’t
You try until you can’t
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath”

-regina spektor- On the radio

So random. So true. But so pointless.